Depression

Happiness where art thou when everything around feels like a painful 'owww'


It hurts it hurts

To spend the few pennies hurts

Even if I get temporary joy from it


It hurts to be at work and everything is so important except you


It hurts to go home to a house filled with smoke after 27 years it really friging hurts


To have no hope

Man that hurts

To cry and have to dry the tears only to continue this bullshit life

Did I say it hurts


Cliches come out to 'brighten' your day but who really gives an 'f' about what they have to say - see me depressed send on some money with the advice ...make me a better me


It hurts to be in all these routines

It hurts when friends drift apart and then say 'I ain't seeing you' no shit homie ...where the fuck have you been?


Still the manic depressive continues living, eating surviving and suffering.


They say at any moment you should be willing to give up who you are for who you could become, well if that's the case and I hope you're listening too God ... I am so so ready for the new me!