Life Purpose

The purpose of one's life can be to take the 'vibration' of your creators to the next phase, like the passing of a batton in a relay race; only this time there is no end in sight, we just play our part and then depart.

so how does one know what this purpose is?
Is it climbing the corporate ladder? - lol, laughter, laughter, laughter
indigious to our soul is more than to grow old, common cliches aside ... where does your soul reside? Is it true to itself? Has it lost itself?

How to find it? Life purpose wherefore art thou? Come hither, i beg yuh nuh...
Is it simply what makes one happy and generates income? or does love coming in or out of it equate to income...ha, what bs.

Essentially then Life's purpose is anyone's guess... i guess.

What say you? Care to enlighten me?

Emotion Blinds

Love alone does not blind.

Any emotion that overpowers logic blinds.

Check out the real situation

i never met a fucking idiot that i didn't like
they always let me know when the time's right to shine my light
although it should shine 24/7
we all know that life happens

so he who knows better should always do better
for if you're not solving the problem then you're contributing
choose your contribution wisely
hands of time never ticked slowly
it's got a rhythm that could drive you crazy

all you want to be is bitter and cold
so far so good but today maybe for you
still tomorrow's mine
future's brighter than the cosmos
and i already want more

see as humans we hardly think
emotions have there place yes yet thoughts do to
so how is it that it's okay for bad to be done
just once its not done to you???
and then, logic just can't comprehend
how hurt means hate to many of the masses
focus lost, soul gone drifting, never never land
the only destination.

Only one force can bring us back and set us free
l-o-v-e! but ignorance is bliss and she courts many successfully!
peace

Clarity of thought

is it worth it to go back to the future?
to quiet my feelings of discontent so i can flourish within myself
what of their feelings?
is it worth the pain?
why bother?

maybe because doing nothing gets nothing done
we can always choose to be a slave to circumstance or decide to conquer it
hmmmmn, but what of it... what is my objective, my desired outcome?

'cause my path has shifted away from you both
so what good is new knowledge of the past?
do you even want to know?
i don't think so
and what if it were me learning about your past after all you did to me... would that interest me? ... even remotely?

Me personally it would but to you .. eehhh not really
so really then this is me being selfish
lol
that has never stopped me before
but i really must move on
and this it seems is a stage set for my swan song...
so long past ... hello future
yes yes i'd quite like that,

for who i am to be is determined now
who i want to be also
and so if in doing so i cause harm
i am sorry
maybe selfish of me yet i am only trying to better me
and that truly is who i want to be
a person constantly improving 'till the God of God's takes breath from me

What will the future bring?

I wonder what the future will bring
maybe if i drop the 'b' it will be a ring
still the moment now seems to be a junction for the future
in ways it has never been before

first time for everything you say
i tend to agree, this is my first time having such understanding of me
so let's see, let's see it can't just be what will be will be
... that was so 1993.

2010 has been good in that it is coming to an end
all my realisations have been tough to comprehend
soon behind me, so i can continue progressing
to be who i want to be... you may not like me...
but i do, consistency is proof of my tenacity...
becoming a better 'me'

I think and feel that the future will be great!
and soon i will be open for business again
after being closed for stock taking.

So to you Miss Future i welcome you!

What of it?

What of life that we live it
what of death that we fear it
what of breath that we breathe it
what of a caress that we feel it

what makes doing it worth doing
nothing less than pure emotion
but what if you lack emotion
sounds like time for reflection
but then your reflection would only be logic driven

how to access the dungeons of the soul?
so we can shed a tear or beam a smile?
be more normal cause less pain
why did the gift curse me?
when oh when will i ever be happy

The World

No matter where you go there's poor people
guess I'll always be the hopeless optimist
believing in people, believing we can make
it better. I remember when they told me
'you can't change the world' but i did, it's done
dumb dumb

Wish I could just erase the memories that haunt me
when I opened up my heart to close minded
individuals and got it ripped up such is such
still hurts but the future's bright so very bright
and though I feel weak the positive people
around me change me, everything has its time
and mine is coming once again.

If I make no improvements to the world
I found then I was never really alive
My time shall not be occupied by mere occupation.

Free Thinking

Free thinking
it challenges the very foundation the system was built upon
so if they encourage in theory
they discourage in practice
cause there is a bigger system at work
one the eye can't see
one that they have agreed to uphold.

its only when you spend some time and increase you exposure
is it revealed to you how mankind and those you look up to will walk all over you
which is why at times a nice profantity will do
so you can get back to the business of you
listening when your soul says things such as

Why do I need a soul mate when my soul can masturbate? making me feel good the same way

If what goes around comes around, when did it all start? Is it only you that is privaleged to a creative spark?

Are all the debts of the world's economies ever going to be paid off? And who do all these countries owe money to?

Why must we wait so long to graduate? School only takes long because of long holidays

If we could free our minds who would we be?

Most will never know that they never knew,
all because they thought there are boundaries on what they could and can do.

My Two Friends

my two friends
they can comprehend me
i hardly need to explain
be it sun be it rain
their refrain i shall maintain
my two friends

better than best
cause their is no contest
my two friends give meaning to life
needless to say without them
what would happen
still i always have them
my two friends

Maturity

Here's to maturity
hip hip horray

the secret ability to act pretentiously when it is deemed necessary
so you won't step on no toe's
people breathe easy
you don't cuss them hoe's
they treat you nicely

all in the name of the one, the only ... maturity

Still inside you want to let them have it
man i wish they would start it
so i can finish it
all this bullshit, time to finish it

but the game goes on once you got it, you got it
maturity won't leave you
so you now too are someone you can't relate to
smooth like silk panties
but we do give a fuck
hol' on ... now my life is stuck

cause you start to think like them
and it's a cycle
your the newest member of happy misguided people
masquerading as the truth
I say ... break the cyle ... live a lie
at least then
when we die
we'd be sure that life didn't pass us by.
bye.
bye maturity i'll see you around!

Nobody's Perfect

We're all flawed and some flaws just don't go together
snow in the desert but is the desert angry at the snow, for failing to show?

We got to grow - show that there can be another way for sure
the common and the ignorant I'm a part of but it doesn't stop there
i vibe with the few and the wise
We all have our strength's and weakness' so some flaws will bond together others is pure oil and water.

Human beings and their ways make it hard for you
agenda driven agenda's coming through
Can't have a human being with out the 'hu' or can you?
If the puppet had a mind could you control it with string?
Steady yourself this world is never ending.

Still I'm back on the path now so I'm happy
they had brain washed me, to neglect myself
and as i let go that anger, in a wave from head to toe
i see the reality that i can change the world
how? ... i can change me! am i not part of the world?
Here's to heaven on earth.
Happiness inside, where both perfection and imperfection reside.

Optimistic Reality

(smiley face)

:-)

Now to begin...

Reality is such a beautiful thing
when you can come to your senses
then and only then can you be king

see all along they wanted to box you in
make you become a tool for their heart's content
but when you represent reality
frustation shifts quickly
best friend becomes enemy
boss' get angry

ha ha ha
it's so funny
cause i never had a boss
only boss i ever had is me
smelling the coffee, seeing the light
knowing what's best for me
that's optimistic reality
cause born of equality
don't make you the majority
be proud if your are in the minority
the few lead many; the many don't lead the few
... that's optimistic reality

are you prepared to do whatever it is you want to do?
that's optimistic reality
destroy the euphamisms like it's not possible,
cause everything is possible just its up to you
Optimistic reality:
Selef belief,
Tenacity,
making dreams come through.

Just keep on keeping on.

Stay Strong!

Optimistic reality.

Clarity

I'd like to take a moment to be perfectly clear

i'd like to take more but that may take a year

hear, hear ... this is what i have to say:

One day i was a baby, has much changed recently?

so much people to please just like the baby putting on a show unknowingly

Fuckery, tragedy all for monopoly on happiness

none of us know it all but how many can admit that they don't know it all

I'd rather see tombstones than appear wrong is what they think

while i think bring on the church songs... kill this monotony, take away the agony
return some semblance of understanding beyond the superficial caring and doing nothing because i don't want to do bad... so sad, so sad.

the quiet people with there secrets you never know when you tell them all they absorb it and make you out to be the villain suppression of human expression indeed can cause depression. misguided love is all a part of the system, socitey is one great big fuck that i can't wait to tell fuck off.

Human Nature

Seems like i've wrote about this before

Still here goes...

Human nature intrigues me, fascinating indeed to think that we all share something in common on whatever level to make us:

- avoid pain and seek pleasure
- hesitate to praise but never to criticise
- take advantage of people i.e use people
- it was always harder when 'we' had to do it and younger generations have it easy
- some people can only say i love you too and not i love you
- we know what we don't want more so than what we do want
- we hurt the people closest to us inadvertently because they know us best
- spread bad news with glee, spread good news hesitantly
- never see the good but always the bad and the bad is always over exaggerated.

Personally i will keep updating this as i see fit, because human nature ultimately makes me sick.

Life Summarized

Better early than late... true?
not if love is your conquest
more than one arena to fight in, in this life

so we can summarize it like this...
everyone wants positive people around
how many are positive themselves is another matter
no matter tho, it doesn't matter
one man's trash is another man's treasure
suffice to say the devil is someone's God.
past evils become pleasant stories told between future mommy's and daddy's.

Still the strong will survive and not loose track
if they do it won't be long until they are up
loser's win once think they got it made
give empty advice and resite spirtuals
A push in the right direction is cut short when the soul isn't breathing

everything that matters, matters only in context of personal limits
so in summary place a time limit on following your heart
title the time limit ... 'till death do us part!
and in doing so you will have done your part to ensure
others blossom and bloom even out-of-season.

Put the past away

Put the past away

KOA says, I say put the past away... Yea... Put the past away.

The refrain from 3rd eye blinds 'jumper' is fitting not because it is a new year; no... It's due to the lost looking for salvation of their soul.

That would be me... Exhibit 'A' ... The relentless pursuit of a better Paul leads me sometimes to be utterly down trodden with regret and guilt related to past actions but no more. The future is bright, correction ... My future is bright (if I do say so myself) !

The plan the product of my sadness and dispair will be penned and put into action, the outcome will be glorious, the victory monumentous, the inflow.
Marvelous!

You don't have to hold onto the past to acknowledge its presence.

Put the past away... For the future is bright! Thought, planning and action may just be the trinity of success.